My Manifestation Story: How I manifested my man, my job, & my life.

The Power of Manifestation

Many of us have heard the saying around manifestation, or a saying along the lines of, "Speak things into existence" and "Write it and make it plain", I here am a testament to both of those theories.

I recall saying I wanted things to happen, and they just, did. Or, saying I was going to do something and then years later I look back and think wow, I'm really here. Do't get me wrong, I believe that these things don't work without prayer and hard work but I think that manifestation is a combination of both of those things.

Stories of manifesting

Have you had the chance to see the movie Jingle Jangle? If you haven't you might want to go and check that out. For those of you who haven't seen it, I won't spoil it for you, however, the young lady sings a song in the movie that is so powerful. One of the lines in the song says, "The square root of impossible is me." The theme of the movie is about believing in yourself, believing in your ideas enough to bring them to life. Dope, right?

Believing in myself has helped me to bring all of my dreams to life. I manifested my move to North Carolina when I was 25 years old but I didn't move until I was 26; & every time I asked God to provide something for me, it appeared. One time, I was low on cash when I had first moved and I asked God, "God I just need $40 for gas until I get paid" that's all I said, I had no idea honestly where I was going to get the money from. The next day, I checked the mailbox of the place I was staying at and there was a check for $40. I had gotten paid for working one day as a waitress a few weeks back and totally forgot about it. Crazy how life happens that way.

I like to say that I manifested the job that I have but it wasn't that, because I didn't actually WANT to get back into social work. I had a mentor, a lady who randomly decided she wanted to help me get my life together at a random meet up dance class and we met for lunch once a week. One day during one of our brain storming sessions, she told me to write down on a piece of paper how much money I wanted/needed to make in order to pay all of my bills and make sure I was ok. So, I did. Later that week she sent me a link to a job I had already seen online but bypassed because they were not offering enough for the salary. She convinced me to apply anyway. I was super annoyed but I applied. I was even late to the interview yall...(I am honestly late to everything, let's be very serious.) But, they said I honestly was the best candidate they had gotten, and I got offered the job. But check this...they didn't offer me the job at the salary they had posted online. They offered it to me at the amount I had written on that piece of paper.

Holy Sh*t.

There is life and there is death in the tongue, you have to be careful which you speak over your own life. Lady Lotus

Be careful what you ask for when praying and manifesting for your life

I remember looking at a couple's relationship online and thinking to myself, "I want that." They were so cute and he just was so loving and affectionate but what we on social media didn't know was that behind closed doors they were unhappy and he was a big time cheater. None the less...I had asked God for this type of person and boy, did I get it. I was delivered the most charming man I had met in years. He wasn't that attractive to me but he was captivating in how he treated me and how we laughed together.

I got too caught up and got myself into a heep on mess that landed me in a small office with this white lady telling her all my business for two years straight: I was traumatized, ok.

In the midst of dealing with that, I had watched Pastor Todd's relationship goals and I made an affirmation wall and a list of everything I wanted in a man, and I taped it to my bedroom wall. Then one day, a guy I was friends with on snapchat asked me to go for a walk at the lake. With no hesitation I said yes. I am not entirely sure why, seeing as how I was dating somebody at the time but I was so extremely unhappy and eager to be around different energy. & what a different energy he turned out to be.

From one encounter with this man, I realized that I had been settling because I was insecure, unhappy with myself and that there was more out there for me that I was not allowing myself to have access to because I was attached to him. This mans spirit was so calm and I felt so at peace. That day I went home and tried to break it off with my guy but he wasn't having that. It wasn't until he came to visit and I found out he was cheating AGAIN, that I finally said that's enough.

The hard work that goes with Manifesting

I cut him off and every other guy who had access to me. I mean, I blocked all my exes, all potentials, even the guy with the calm spirit. I asked God to work on me and give me what He wanted me to have.

I wasn't initially attracted to Mr. Spirit but I liked his company. Once I felt I was at a point of healing, I reached back out. We remained friends and he even attended church with me. After a few months, he asked me to be his girlfriend and I said yes, and we are currently planning our second anniversary. Why? Because of that list. Because of my patience. Because of God.

I manifested this move. I manifested this man. We are more powerful than we give ourselves credit for. Having a relationship with God, or your spiritual source gives you access to things you can't possibly imagine.

Anything you want or desire in this life, believe that you deserve it, and that you will have and then, you will.